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    Railroaded

         To help pay for college my dad got me a summer job with the roads and grounds dept out at the 102nd FIW on Otis. After my first summer I was “promoted” to railroad crew. The whole reason for railroad was coal. The power plant ran on it and it came in by freight train. We fixed the tracks and picked up the full coal cars and dropped off the empty. I had to grab a shovel get in a one piece jump suit, wear a paper mask and sit in the cars as the coal poured out the bottom of the hopper like an hourglass measuring my…

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    Parables. Part one.

    An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life.  “A fight is going on inside me,” he said to the boy.“It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves.  One is evil – he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.” He continued, “The other is good – he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. The same fight is going on inside you – and inside every other person, too.”The grandson thought about it for a minute  and then asked his grandfather, “Which wolf will win?”The old Cherokee simply…

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    Silo Solo by Joyce Sutphen

    My father climbs into the silo.He has come, rung by rung,up the wooden trail that scalesthat tall belly of cement. It’s winter, twenty below zero,He can hear the wind overhead.The silage beneath his bootsis so frozen it has no smell. My father takes up a pick-axand chops away a layer of silage.He works neatly, counter-clockwiseunder a yellow light, then lifts the chunks with a pitchforkand throws them down the chute.They break as they falland rattle far below. His breath comes out in clouds,his fingers begin to ache, buthe skims off another layerwhere the frost is forming and begins to sing, “You are mysunshine, my only sunshine.” – Posted very late…

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    GETTING WHERE WE’RE GOING

    By John Brehm Surfeit of distance and the wracked mind waiting,nipping at itself, snarling inwardly at strangers.If I had a car in this town I’drig it up with a rear bumper horn,something to blast back at the jackasseswho honk the second the light turns green.If you could gather up all the hornhonksof just one day in New York City,tie them together in a big brassy knothigh above the city and honkthem all at once it would shiverthe skyscrapers to nothingness, as ifthey were made of sand, and usherin the Second Coming. Christ would descendfrom the sky wincing with his fingersin his ears and judge us allinsane. Who’d want people like…

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    The Ideal

    by James Fenton [For @ameliemx] This is where I came from.I passed this way.This should not be shamefulOr hard to say. A self is a self.It is not a screen.A person should respect What he has been. This is my past Which I shall not discard.This is the ideal.This is hard. – Posted from my iPhone

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    The Guardian by Joseph Mills

    I don’t think my brother realized allthe responsibilities involved in beingher guardian, not just the paperworkbut the trips to the dentist and Wal-Mart,the making sure she has underwear,money to buy Pepsis, the crying callsbecause she has no shampoo even thoughhe has bought her several bottles recently.We talk about how he might bring this upwith the staff, how best to delicately askif they’re using her shampoo on othersor maybe just allowing her too much.“You only need a little, Mom,” he said,“Not a handful.” “I don’t have any!”she shouted before hanging up. Laterhe finds a bottle stashed in her closetand two more hidden in the bathroomalong with crackers, spoons, and socks.Afraid someone…

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    October 1st entry From The Gardeners bed book by Richardson Wright

    THE MONTH OF OCTOBER Verses for a Night Walk. Autumn brings me closer impacts with reality than any other season. The balmy airs of Spring and Summer breed in my mind only pretty pantheistic sentiments, but let a tang spill into the air, and my comfortable and easy-going soul is spurred on to great adventure. On nights such as these I disappear over the back wall and head across country. The stars are sharp and brittle. Odors of dying vegetation rise from the ground. I tramp on, searching for what Vaughan said he saw–“I saw Eternity the other night,Like a great Ring of pure and endless light,All calm as it…